♥Baby , our love is inevitable.

*Sunday, March 13, 2011 *♥

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This post is dedicated to MICHELLE.
Hahah.
My blog is so dead i even forgot i had one.
Tsktsk.
Yesterday was fun!
Hahahahha.
I bonded with desiree and michelle quite alot i think.
Hahhaha.
Long before what has happened between us!
Hahahhaa.
okay this is it.
i dunno what to say! hahhhahaa

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Sunday, March 13, 2011

*Monday, May 10, 2010 *♥

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fuck this emotional breakdown shit.
I can hardly breathe .
I'm munching on koko krunch to stop me from trembling.
Why!
Why is this happening to me ?!
Its always during my exam periods !
Fuck .
I cant cry too .
My heart is already bleeding tears .
I'm terrified .
Someone hold me and tell me everything is gonna be okay though its all fcuking bullshit !

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Monday, May 10, 2010

*Sunday, May 09, 2010 *♥

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Rah !
Today was a hectic day .
Woke up to mum's nagging as usual !
Then cleaned my mum's room and shifted my clothes to my room again .
Then talked on the phone with my baby (:
Miss him alot laaa !
Cant wait to see him laterrr (:
Hahahah .
Kaykay then went to bath to get ready to go to the Arlando's house as they were celebrating nicholas's 22nd birthday !
This time they didnt have an ASS as a cake !
It was a normal cake (:
Hahai , left there bout midnight .
Oh oh !
We watched Incredible Tales and Ghost Whisperer .
And like the first ten mins of a show named kurt something .
My mum and godmum were pratically screaming as there was a part where a bomb blew up and a guy kinda blew up too !
We couldnt even hear the bomb blowing up cause my two mums' scream over-powered it !
Can you imagine ?!
Gooodness .
Okay then anyways , we took the car to geylang to eat durian while my parents took a cab back home .
Hahahahah .
Soo happy ii managed to eat durian luh !
Like after dunno how freaking hell long !
Hahaha .
But there was a part damn sway lah !
Dunno what that bernard was doing , kept shaking his hand all .
So ii just loooked at him , suddenly ii felt something drop on me !
It was a fucking black lizard luh !
Like wtf !!
It was fucking gross okay !
ii felt soo disgusted after thaat luh !
Then after a while we all left and am at home now !
Its like 3 almost 4 in the morning already .
Hahahah , and everyone has to get up for mass at 11 tomorrow !
Hahahah .

Oh well , cant fucking sleep properly cause HE hasnt been answering my calls and ii'm fucking worried luh .
Ugh .
So fucked up now !
Why arent you answering my calls baby ? :(

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Sunday, May 09, 2010

*Saturday, April 24, 2010 *♥

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Rah,
Its been freaking long since ii last posted man!
Rahhh.
ii miss my boy man):
he went back home already laaaaaaa!
Boooo .
How how how ?
Hahahha , nevermindddd .
Heeeheee.
Today was soooo soooo soooo effing nice.
ii met EVERYONE ii loved today.
Except my mummy who is in malaysia right now.
Enjoying herself, partying and karaok-ing.
Shiok only she.
hahahahha.
Anyways,
Starrrrrbucks was soo nice with Michelle, Maria, Geneva, Ashley, Desiree & Kokfeng(:
Heheeeheeeee.
Yay yay yay yay .
And meeting jessica sooon.
OH YAY.
Happppppppppy man.

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Saturday, April 24, 2010

*Thursday, February 11, 2010 *♥

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10 and 11 february are the worse fucking days of my life.
i hate whatever has happened.
but since it did, so be it.
i'll be strong .
pushing all of you out from my memory.
now that we've come soo far and this has to happen .
ii know its partly my fault , but he should take some blame too .
ii already told him ii wont love him now.
ii explained to him yet ?
tsk .
its not fair for me to get all the bloody blame and lose all my fwens .
but hey, friends come and go,
this shows me that they were never true friends.
but he's lucky to have a sister who loves and protects him .
mine ? FAR FROM IT .
Well, all alone now .
Gosh, feels like ii'm little Cassie in the book ii just read.
And this has to happen only when we started distancing ourselves cause ii'm too busy at school and work .
Didnt really have time to meet anyone and just lepak !
But hey, ii'll be fine .
You dun have to call, its better if we dun speak at all.
Takecare you.
Peace out.

Stevie Hoang - I'll be fine
Avril Lavigne - I will be
ban jing ge
wo bu pei
Kelly Clarkson - Already gone
Escape The Fate - Harder than you know

Ni yong yuan shi wo de aiai,

ke xi, wo bu neng zai ni de pang bian pei zhe ni.

bao zhong.

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

*Sunday, January 31, 2010 *♥

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Rawrr.
This post is dedicated to Jeshaiah and Joshua for starting a blog.
Their blog is funny ii swear !
HAHA .
Boys and blog just dun really flow .
HAHHA .
You guys arent gay anyways .
That , II KNOW .
Wooot wooot .
Gonna sleep now anyways .
Rawrrr .

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Sunday, January 31, 2010

*Thursday, December 10, 2009 *♥

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HELLO WORLD .

Its been some time since ii last editted eeehhh .

Hahaha .

Anyways ,

CHILDREN'S CAMP IS HERE AGAIN .

Hahahhaa .

Oh well .

Gonna enjoy myself AGAIN !

hahaha .

Peace out chips .

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

*Wednesday, October 28, 2009 *♥

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Omg ,
2 days working in Zoo-Kidz World damn funny .
Both time ii punched in my card was like 11:11 !
HAHAA .
How coooool is thaaat uhhh .
Hahahha .
Today ii worked with Tobias and Linda .
One my ahbang , one my kakkak .
Linda damn nice siaaa !
Hahahha .
Anyways , its quite interesting working there laa .
That day air-con break down really damn hot .
Today air-con on damn blooody cold !
HAHAHA .
Anyways , ii miss my school people siaa !
Miss all the stupid-ness and all .
Hhahaha .
Oh well .

OH OH .
Yesterday damn bloody fucking drama--.--
ahahha .
Tsk tsk .
II MISS ALOT OF PEOPLE
AND II KEEP HAVING WEIRD DREAMS .
ITS ANNOYING.

Sometimes ii run ,

sometimes ii hide ,

sometimes ii'm scared of you .

But all ii really want is to hold you tight .

Be with you day and night ,

Baby all ii want is you .

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

*Wednesday, September 30, 2009 *♥

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What you all did to me is really damn too much .
ii would NEVER leave you people alone .
Tsk .
All those years and this is what we get in return ?
Just a simple motherfucking small misunderstanding and things turn out this way .
Tsk .
ii never knew things would turn out this way .
ALL turn their backs on me .
Ahh fuck it ,
ii've got tooooo bloody fucking much of other problems to go through this .
Really ,
you all broke my heart .
Almost 6 over years of knowing one another and this is what actually happens .
FUCK LAARH .
Is this is how you all want it ,
there's nothing more ii can say .

PS : Thanks to Fauzi and Ashaari !
Sooo sooo much .

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

*Saturday, September 12, 2009 *♥

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Because of you this world is a fucked up place for me .

Born a motherfucker .

You should just perish totally .

Bloody mother fucking imbecile .

You have changed, in every possible way you said you were NEVER.

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

*Monday, July 06, 2009 *♥

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ii lied .
now ii'm paying the prize :
ii lost you .
never in my dreams would ii have dreamt that ii would lose you .
its my fault .
ii'm scared .
Really .
really really scared of commitment .
ii dunno how to love again .
the problem doesnt lie with you .
its me .
ii've moved on .
ii dont need him anymore .
ii need you .
but ii cant get over the phobia of getting hurt again .
maybe the 1 year of single life really got to me .
ii really want you .
but ii'm scared you would hurt me , or ii would hurt you .
ii keep thinking of you .
but we're sooo sooo sooo different .
you're not gonna change for me ii cant change for you .
cause ii changed for the person ii love and got fcuking burnt .
and now ii ask ,
for what ?
why did ii even change for him ?
cause ii was madly in love with him ?
yeah so what ?
ii ran away for him , ii fought with everyone for him .
ii gave up friends for him .
and all ii have now is shit in my face .
ii should have listened to my mum when she said ii was too young .
puppy love as they say .
but ii know its not .
ii dunwan a repeat of a heartache .
thats why ii admit ,
ii'm not scared .
ii'm terrified , petrified even .
its me .
its not you .
ii like you , ii really do .
but ii dont know how to love you .
if ii could , ii would .
but ii dont know how to .
ii dont know how to give someone my heart now .
what if you crush it ?
are you gonna take responsibility for it ?
Or are you just gonna hide and run ?
or what if ii break your heart ?
no one wants that kind of responsibility .
the question now is ,

are YOU willing to go through shit with me ?

are YOU willing to take up that burden ?

are YOU willing to give up things you want now .

are YOU willing to help me ?

are YOU willing to mend my heart ?

It all boils down to you .

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Monday, July 06, 2009

*Thursday, June 25, 2009 *♥

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

23 JUNE 2009 !
It was like the best best best day ii had in soooooooo long !
WE :
Madeline , MengLee , Pamela , Karine , Chung Keng & Rayson !
And of course , MYSELF !
Hahahhaaa .
Okaaay ,
Menglee and me thought they say meet at 3pm at civic to go PartyWorld .
Then end up got soooo many misunderstandings then everyone come around 4 plus .
Hahaha .
Pamela , Madeline , Menglee and myself went up first .
Then after that Karine called me to go down fetch her .
Then after that we go back up ,
Chung Keng and Rayson called Karine then we go Causeway fetch them .
On the way , Xiao lee messaged me go buy cake for Madeline(:
Hahahah .
Then we bought a small Chocolate cake for herr !
Ahyyoo sooo cute eehhh .
Hahahha .
Then we go back pass it to the staff ask them keep in the fridge for us first .
Then we go in the room carry on singing all .
Hahahha .
Sooooo hilarious siaaa .
ii hardly knew any songs cause it was all chinese songs !
Then ii also damn paiseh to sing(:
Hhahahhaa .
Okaaay .
Then Karine Rayson & Myself say we going to the toilet .
Then come back with the cake !
Madeline shock siaa !
She tell the rest :
Madeline : EH ! ii thought they go toilet how come got one chocolate cake come out !
HAHAHHA .
Sounded damn gross and damn ironic sia .
Hahahha .
Then we wait for Rayson to come back cause his gf come find him .
Hahahha ( SCOLD HIM ALSO )
HAHAHAHAH !
Then we all take picture then eat the cake .
Pamela loved it soo much she ate 2 slices .
Hahahha .
Then we continued singing .
Everyone sang the last song together which was very nice !
Hahahha .
KISS GOODBYE !
Hahhaha .
Then we went to Horizon Foodcourt to eat .
Hahahha .
Wahhhhh .
ii tell you !
We laugh and laugh and laugh due to the old memories of what we did in primary school !
Then people around us see us damn not happy lor .
cause we kept laughing like seriously DAMN LOUD .
Hahahha .
And you could actually see that we were the only table actually LAUGHING .
The rest eh ?
All the face sooo sian and all lor .
Hahhahaa .
Okaaay okay .
Then we went out say wanted to go sit down talk talk .
Then that Lee hor ,
die die wanna go home SLEEEEP !
Hahahha .
Then she ask me what time then ii say it was only 8.30 when actually it was already 9 !
Hahhaha .
Then only CK realised lorr .
Then he say ii damn bad (:
HAHAHA !
Then after that we went to a multi-purpose hall .
Played FRISBEEE !
Hahahaha .
Rayson brought lor .
How weird right ?
Hahhaha !
Then after that we played basketball .
Wahhhh .
DAMN SHIOK LOR .
Hahahha !
Super happppy !

ANYWAYS , ENJOY THE PICTURES:D

Madeline's Cake !

Madeline(:

Make A Wish !

Rayson , Ck , Karine , Madeline , Pamela , Menglee ,

ME !

Cut cake lohhhhhh .

Girllls<3

Candid

YEAH !

Wooooot :D

Camwhoreeees

WOODGROVE PRIMARY ROCKS YOUR FREAKING SOCKS !

Giiiiirrrrlfffyyyyss:D

Butt sticking out !

Sooooooo paiseh ;/

INVISIBLE CHAIR HOR PAM !?

LOVE THIS PICCCC !

Nice one !

7 years and counting <3

Yeahhh :D

Candid .

Candid !

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*Tuesday, June 09, 2009 *♥

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So clear silver moon
Wind moves through my room
Memories of Saturday (memories of Saturday)
Slight turn of her head,
Eyes down when she said,
She's goin' away, goin' away
I need to know this

Am I the fool, am I a victim?
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded
I tried, I tried
Is this the way, is this the way it ends?

Dark echoes inside,
Can't sleep through the night
All the words I heard you say (memories of Saturday)
Fade over the yard,
Made under the stars,
Stuck down in this place,
Hands on my face,
I need to know this

Am I the fool, am I a victim?
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded
I tried, I tried
Is this the way, is this the way it ends?

Get up and chase the vision
Stand up watch the world go by
Ahhh ahhh
You found, feel the reason
Black clouds are filling up my sky,
Ahhh ahhh yeahhhhh

Am I the fool, am I a victim?
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him
Am I the fool, am I a victim?
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded
I tried, I tried
Is this the way, is this the way it ends?

Am I the fool, am I a victim?
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded
I tried, I tried
Is this the way, is this the way it ends?

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

*Saturday, June 06, 2009 *♥

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HEY HEY HEY !
My blog not dead laaa .
Hahahha .
Sooo many people say my blog died !
Okaayy not many , maybe 2 or 3 .
HHAHAA .
Btw ,
damn happy my meimei GERALDINE messsage me lorr .
Get to chat with her (:
Sooooooo nice !
Hahahaha .

Anyways .
Children's Camp is in like 3 or 4 days time .
And we managed to get almost everything done today .
DAMN HAPPPY .
Cause like there were sooo little of us doing it but managed to get it done .
WE GIRLS ROCK !
Hahahaha .
It was sooo fun hanging out with the girls again .
Seriously missed those times ♥
hhahaha .
AHHHH .
This is my schedule for the weeek :

Saturday 6 June :

-Go to doshie's place do her HAIR .

-1.30pm party at my place for Joel .

-2pm head down to church and do community service .

-After that ii forgot . (:

OH ,

-7pm do registration for kids camp .

Sunday 7 June :

-Go for mass .

-Then some place .

Monday 8 June :

-Go to school at 9am end at 1.30pm .

-2pm go to church for the setting up of children's camp deco .

-buying of the foood .

will be like in and out of church .

-rehearse skits .

-11pm to about midnight ,

go home and sleep .

Tuesday 9 June :

-7am go to church .

-7.30 - 8am , facils briefing .

-8.30 get ready for kids registration .

-9am START OF CAMPPPPPP ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

-1pm end of camp FIRST DAY ♥♥♥♥

-Set up room for the next day .

Wednesday 10 June :

-7am go to church .
-7.30 - 8am , facils briefing .
-8.30 get ready for kids registration .
-9am START OF CAMPPPPPP ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
-1pm end of camp SECOND DAY ♥♥♥♥
-Set up room for the next day .

-Get ready for Tridum at 7.30pm .

Thursday 11 June :

-7am go to church .

-7.30 - 8am , facils briefing .

-8.30 get ready for kids registration .

-9am START OF CAMPPPPPP ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

-1pm end of camp LAST DAY ): ♥♥♥♥

-Clean up rooom

-Take down deco
-Get ready for Tridum , second day .

Friday 12 June :

-Forgot what ii had in the morning

-Get ready for Tridum , last day .

Saturday 13 June :

-Feast of Saint Anthony (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Sunday 14 June :

-Feast of Saint Anthony of Padua's Carnival .

-Open and tend game stall

-till about 4 plus ?

-FEAST DAY DINNERRRR !

-Sitting with CHILDREN'S MINISTRY !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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Saturday, June 06, 2009

*Thursday, May 07, 2009 *♥

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omg ,
ii seriously am missing Kydo now .
ii have nooo idea why .
ii just loved him being here .
really really REALLY LOVED it .
Now he has freaking disappeared .
Haix .
ii feeel lost .
ii wonder why he hasn't contacted anyone .
or at least Me .
Gosh .

Maria is here now at the moment .
Miss her like crap !
We had a good laugh today .
Now both of us busy on the computers .
Hahaha .
ii am soooo supposed to be studying for my papers tomorrow laa !
Hhahaha .

Maths paper 2 and Social Studies !
Rabak sia .
Hahah .
Nurul asked me to go some Bbq they making all .
Hahhaa .
Soo nice of her !
(:

Oh oh ,
by the way !
Sylvia wants me to pierce her belly for her .
Hahaha .
scared sial !
(:

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Thursday, May 07, 2009

*Tuesday, May 05, 2009 *♥

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Awesome !
Yesterday ii went to watch my first NC16 movie !!
HAHA .
Went with Sharon & Steph !
Hahahahh .
Yayyyyy .
Finally 16 now cant wait to be legal :D
Hahaha .
Went to dom's place again today .
Gosh ,
seriously miss those asses laa !
Hahahha !
Well , ii am off to watch csi !
:)

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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

*Tuesday, March 24, 2009 *♥

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Hey everyone .
ii wun be blogging for sometime first .
ii gotta sort my life out .
And the misunderstandings of everything that has happened .

Btw , thanks :

Maria; Celine; Kydo; Lisa P

And the rest :)

Thanks for the support and tolerating my shit ass nonsense .

Love you guys to death .

The old me is :

Dead and Gone .

Good girl gone way outta control .

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

*Tuesday, March 17, 2009 *♥

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AHHH !
DISNEY ON ICE ROCKKKKSSSS !
Hahahha .
ii love it laa .
the way they skate ,
OMFG !
ii like some small kid clapping my hand all laaa !
hahahahha .
Damn bloody graceful sial they all .
WALAAOOO .
Hahahhaa .
ii wanna go ice skating now !
HAHAHA .

Booo .
Drinking AGAIN sooon .
Gossshhh .
Gonna get beeer belly .
YUCK .
Haahhaha .
Btw,
G to the Q and sivan all okay le .
Soo happy .
But ii also not gonna go hall le .
SIAN .
Soo damn fcuking sway laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
Got fcuking school again tomorrow .
DAMN !
No holiday also .
II MISSSSS PEOPLE !
):

Btw ,
ii aint so fcuking dumb to understand you making fun of me .
Say what you wat honeyh .
ii MOVED on .
(:

ii WANT my voice back):

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

*Saturday, March 07, 2009 *♥

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HELLO !

Its been soo long since ii updated my damn blog .

And people are complaining !

Hahahha .

My LJ also never use already .

Hahaha .

Anyways ,
recently met Sivan and his fwens .
Bunch of interesting people .
Hahaha .

Lavin!

Lavin & Ryan !

Ryan Lavin & Myself♥

HERE ,

are people ii have known for many years .
Though we may all not be THAT close ,
we someone love each other's company .
Hahahha .
Cheeers to more outings (:
♥